Landslide

I have been in recovery mode this week.  I really have not been feeling good. (fever, nausea, bone pain...you know the drill).  I did work quite a bit - and I know I should have cut my hours, but it so nice to be busy and productive - but it takes its toll on me physically.

This last chemo blasted me and I hope by next week I will feel better.
I keep waiting for it.

On a happy note...Allen flys home from Istanbul Turkey this weekend.
A friend is driving me to the airport to get him (because my eyesight is still crapped out from the chemo and I can't see at night, and it is supposed to be raining to).

It will be a nice weekend just because he is home.

On the way to work this morning I heard this song....and it made me cry...because Cancer was a landslide for me and it truly brought me down. I feel changed in so many ways it is hard to describe.

Happy Weekend....enjoy the normal everyday boring times of your life.


Took my love and I took it down
Climbed a mountain and I turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well, the landslide brought me down

Oh, mirror in the sky, what is love?
Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides?
Can I handle the seasons of my life?

Well, I've been afraid of changin'
'Cause I've built my life around you
But time makes bolder, children get older
I'm getting older too, well
Well, I've been afraid of changin'
'Cause I've built my life around you
But time makes bolder, children get older
I'm getting older too, well, I'm getting older too

So take this love and take it down
Yeah, and if you climb a mountain and you turn around
And if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well, the landslide brought down

And if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well maybe, well maybe, well maybe
The landslide will bring you down