Zapped

This treatment zapped me and I have no energy what so ever. I am living on heavy drugs to control the nausea.

I dont ever remember being this tired in my whole life.

I feel so bad putting this on my family. I am also fighting a nasty sinus drip that makes me cough all night. (no fever) - that is wearing me down to.

What happened to my normal life....

I did manage to eat some plain pancakes this morning, I hope it gives me some energy to at least fold some clothes.

Allen got the news he will be headed to Iraq for work. I cant even think about it right now.

I wish I had something brave, witty or uplifting to say.....but it is one of those cancer sucks day.